notes from the crypt

Curse my name
Every day
To have someone to blame

Spin your tale
To fit the frame
Make a shrine of your pain

I’m the villain of your story
Ghost that haunts you at night
Draw me in crooked lines
So it fits your lies

Demonizer
Soul sucker
Let me go away

Every word
I ever said
Returns to me dead

Release me

Last night
I’m in your home town
Where the grief comes in waves
Like the neon lights that I pass by

A reflection of my sadness
In the mouth of madness

Cruel, every full moon is an exorcism
Tattooed on me for eternity

Standing under the spellbound moonlight
Snakes in your head when the demons rise at night

Diabolical runes
Your ashes, my ruins

Cruel, every full moon is an exorcism
Tattooed on me for eternity

Every full moon is an exorcism
Tattooed on me for eternity

Scattered like runes
My ruins
Your ashes
Our tombs

Thrill thrill kill
Thrill thrill kill
Thrill thrill kill
Thrill thrill kill

Weird cravings fill me up
Strange kicks tear me apart
Come closer I won’t bite
Surrender like hypnotized

Burning daunted follow me now
Horror haunted I’ll tear you apart
Enchanted like dear eyes
There’s darkness nothing more

Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill

Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill
Thrill kill

Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum
Redrum

There's a dark cloud on my chest
I feel it's weight on me tonight
There's evil lurking in the corner
It really wants to take a bite

My hands are tied down
My lips are sealed
I can't even put up a fight

I wanna scream
I wanna riot
It's grip is holding me tight

I can't move
I can't breathe
I can't move
I can't breathe

Sun and Venus
Inferior conjunction
Venusian faculties
Of emotion

Feel first
Think later
Venus morning star

I'm your baby
Your morning star

A hopeless romantic
Despite the pain
Despite the pain
The inevitable pain

Keep it a secret
Keep it a secret
Keep it a secret

Night is young
Night is dark
Night is here
Moon is blood

Night is wild
Night is hot
Moon is bright
Dull with blood

Hollow eyes, full of lies
No one hears, their cries
Pay the price, say goodbyes
It's a geis, to despise

When the sun is up you burn
You better run or you burn

Disconnect myself today
Self destruction works every day
Numb myself to get away
Keeping the evil at the bay

I can't see
I can't see
Blackout

Wish I could just disappear
Just like that
Slowly sinking into oblivion
But I'm to cowardly
To take matters into my own hands

It's been hard
Trying to find the light
All alone in a tunnel
No one to give a hand
And lead me the right way home
So I walk towards the light
All around it's so dark

Your pain is not real if it's not physical
Your pain is not real if it's not physical
Your pain is not real if it's not physical

Wrong turn
Wrong turn
Wrong turn
Wrong turn after turn

I’m in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage
I’m in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage

The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying
The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying

Days going by
Weeks going by

I’m in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage
I’m in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage

The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying
The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying

Days going by
Weeks going by
Months going by
Years going by

It's break break break break break
It's a fall fall fall fall fall

This is violence
This is violence
This is violence
In the silence

You drain drain drain drain drain
You chain chain chain chain chain

This is violence
This is violence
This is violence
In the silence

No reason
No conscious
No understanding
In even the most rudimentary sense of life or death
Of good or evil, right or wrong
Pale, emotionless face
The blackest eyes - the Devil's eyes
Purely and simply evil

Violence
Violence
Violence
Violence

A child’s attachment style
Is formed through the type of bond
That develops between themself
And their caregivers

The way in which the caregiver
Meets their child’s needs
Forms a template
For how the child sees the world and the people in it

Anxious ambivalent attachment
Is typically caused by inconsistency from caregivers
So when the baby cries for affection
The caregiver on some occasions runs to cater to their need
But on other occasions feels like it’s best for them to self-soothe
So they ignore their cries

This kind of behavior might mean
That the child starts to see their caregiver’s actions as unpredictable
As a result, the child starts to feel conflicted about
How their caregiver is going to respond to them
When their parent is attentive, the child is content and happy
But when they’re not the child is confused
For this reason, the child may start to develop ambivalent attachment patterns and behaviors
They might feel distrustful of their caregiver
But also desperately want affection
So they cling to them

Night is young
Night is dark
Night is here
Moon is blood

Night is wild
Night is hot
Moon is bright
Dull with blood

Hollow eyes, full of lies
No one hears, their cries
Pay the price, say goodbyes
It's a geis, to despise

When the sun up you burn
You better run or you burn

This song is dedicated to all the animals living in captivity

I'm in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage
I'm in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage

The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying
The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying

Days going by
Weeks going by

I'm in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage
I'm in a cage, I'm in a cage
In a dark room full of rage

The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying
The witching hour is coming
Lost souls are dying

Days going by
Weeks going by
Months going by
Years going by

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Gonna burn tonight
Things are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Spirits of the night
Times are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Gonna burn tonight
Things are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Spirits of the night
Times are changing

Ha ha ha
Down the rabbit hole
Down there we go
C'mon

I killed all my neighbors today
They were driving me insane
I threw all my shit away
Who needs them anyway?

There's only one thing I want
The thing that keeps me awake all night
No there's one thing I want
That keeps me up all night

It's obsession
It's possession
It's obsession
For you

It's obsession
It's possession
It's obsession
For you

Lose yourself
Don’t yourself
This is what keeps you awake all night

Lose yourself
Oh lose yourself
This is the only thing that’s on your mind

Can you hear it crawling
There’s nothing to be afraid of
Can you hear it close to you
It is on, it is on

Howl howl haunted in the night
Howl howl howl it will be alright

I was down in a dark hole again
I was lost in the same loop again
There was no way to get out of chains
No one to take all the blame

Going on a road
Fenced in this sorrow
Going on a road
There's no tomorrow

Going on a road
Go Go Go Go
Going on again

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Gonna burn tonight
Things are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Spirits of the night
Times are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Gonna burn tonight
Things are changing

Devil inside
I got a devil inside
Spirits of the night
Times are changing

Ha ha ha
Down the rabbit hole
Down there we go
C'mon

.

I was down in a dark hole again
I was lost in the same loop again
There was no way to get out of chains
No one to take all the blame

Going on a road
Fenced in this sorrow
Going on a road
There's no tomorrow

Going on a road
Go Go Go Go
Going on again

It's a city
And you know here
There's a ditty
We all sing here
We stop
We stop

It's so windy
It blows here
And the wicked
They all rule here
We stop
We stop

We stop
We stop
We stop

We stop
We stop
We stop

The gaze is something
Since it started
It’s making you insane
The gaze is a U-turn
In every corner
It’s messing with your brain

The gaze is haunting
It is daunting
Getting you to drain
When you close your eyes
It’s the gaze that
Meets your edge

Da da da da da da da da da da
Where are you?

The gaze when you ignore it
You will find it
Staring in your face
The gaze when you forget it
It will follow
Showing you your place

The gaze is taunting
It is flaunting
Getting in your brain
When you close your eyes
It’s the gaze that meets your edge

Da da da da da da da da da da
Where are you?

The gaze is something
Since it started
It’s making you insane
The gaze is a U-turn
In every corner
It’s messing with your brain

The gaze is haunting
It is daunting
Getting you to drain
When you close your eyes
It’s the gaze that
Meets your edge

Da da da da da da da da da da
Where are you?

The gaze when you ignore it
You will find it
Staring in your face
The gaze when you forget it
It will follow
Showing you your place

The gaze is taunting
It is flaunting
Getting in your brain
When you close your eyes
It’s the gaze that meets your edge

Da da da da da da da da da da
Where are you?

I was walking around at the ghost town
Nightfall bringing all sorts of strange sounds
Felt like a curse was following me oh

I was watching the waves at the downtown
Trapped in the cage of my own damn thoughts
Struck by the lightening of unraveling oh

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah

I was walking on eggshells and broken glass
Dark times humble us this too shall pass
That's what I kept thinking repeatedly oh

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah

There's no sequel in this world
There's no sequel
You take it for granted in this world
You take it for granted

I was walking around at the ghost town
Nightfall bringing all sorts of strange sounds
I was watching the waves at the downtown
Trapped in the cage of my own damn thoughts

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah

An exile from birth I feel paralysed in here
Eyes leak ears hurt
The pain is physical in me

No one knows what I'm going through
This is pain, this is, it is prison

Don't wanna feel
Bullet holes go through me
Don't wanna be here
There's no exit near me

Walking on thin ice
With eyes closed in a dreamy state
Heart heavy like a stone
It's a puzzle this dreamscape

Empty glances, half empty glasses
I've got nowhere to go this is prison

Don't wanna feel
Bullet holes go through me
Don't wanna be here
There's no exit near me

Don't wanna feel
Bullet holes go through me
Don't wanna be here
Take this pain or take me

I was walking around at the ghost town
Nightfall bringing all sorts of strange sounds
Felt like a curse was following me oh

I was watching the waves at the downtown
Trapped in the cage of my own damn thoughts
Struck by the lightening of unraveling oh

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah

I was walking on eggshells and broken glass
Dark times humble us this too shall pass
That's what I kept thinking repeatedly oh

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah

There's no sequel in this world
There's no sequel
You take it for granted in this world
You take it for granted

I was walking around at the ghost town
Nightfall bringing all sorts of strange sounds
I was watching the waves at the downtown
Trapped in the cage of my own damn thoughts

Here me out
I can't go on lonely in here
Here me out
I can't go on ah